Sandman?? you forgot me...:(

Dealing with not being able to sleep all night is a big problem for me in this pregnancy. I never had that problem when I was pregnant with Mercedes.

So it is after 2am and I have been up since 11:30. Although I did get some sleep since Dustin and I went to bed around 8:30.

I spent about 2 hours reading, took a bath, and now browsing the internet. I looked up different symptoms of pregnancy and holy man! It's like as soon as a woman gets pregnant she turns into an alien or something. It's mainly hormones. Who knew one little "H" word could cause a woman sooo much problems! Gosh.

Well at least the reward is a fantastic one. I can't wait to hold this little one in my arms. We are really hoping it's a boy. Although a girl would be nice to... But it looks like we won't know till the little one arrives! I am completely ok with that though...I love surprises!!

Accomplishments and Goals

The past couple years have been quite the dramatic ones! The year before last I started dating this wonderful guy who is now my husband. The next year, I Graduated High school and shortly after gave birth to a beautiful little Girl. I Got married to the man of my dreams a few months later.

At the beginning of this year Dustin and I found out we were pregnant, again. Shortly after Dustin went in for Major surgery causing him to be in the hospital for two months. Those were the scariest two months of my life, while my husband fought for his life in the hospital.

Now we are living happily in our two bedroom apartment, Dustin is healing up great, and Mercedes is a happy, healthy, bouncing, 9 month old baby girl.

Dustin was finally able to start working again, making our life tons easier and him a lot happier.

Now Our goals:

• Finish event planning course
• Move into a bigger place
• Give birth to another happy and healthy baby
• Start a successful and thriving business
• Also to get a really good camera, to maybe make money on the side with my Photography!

All before I turn 18 in December!

Mercedes makes my world go round!

Today Mercedes was doing the CUTEST thing! (isn't she always?? lol!!) But today I look over and she is holding her penguin toy up to her ear and trying to talk into it like it was a phone! And the cutest part is how determined she is to get connected to the other line! This video makes me smile even when I am down in the lowest mood. My Baby girl is just growing so fast...:')

Getting Excited!

Well I have recently found out that you cannot depend on anyone but yourself! So what if everything is a little harder to get done with no help...Dustin and I are so positive that we can achieve everything we are hoping! All though help is always appreciated, we just have learned the hard way too many times depending on other people.

I should be able to send away for my course next week! We are officially not behind on rent anymore lol we are actually paid ahead! It feels really good to be taking charge of our lives and accomplishing so much! Oh and Dustin and I are finally able to get our cell phones that we have been waiting forever to get! YEP FEELS GREAT!!

The ever growing baby in my tummy also has me excited for our future! Everything is much more positive now, especially since Dustin's surgery. I am not so scared now....I used to get so scared thinking about the days to come. But now I feel more hope! I think that I am definitely one of the worlds luckiest people!

Not a morning person!!

So it's 5 am...I repeat...5 am!!! I have just got Dustin up, made his lunch and sent him off to work. Was gunna go back to bed...but now I feel like I need to clean! lol! This is soooo not normal. I HATE mornings....always have! lol But it still feels a little strange to me...Being a house wife. I never saw this life for my future. It's not a bad thing by any means, but still not what I had in mind. Then again it won't be like this for much longer. I have a set goal in mind. I am going to start and complete my event and wedding planning course in the next three months...(hopefully having it done before the new baby arrives) Then taking time to organize and plan out my business (giving myself time to re-coop after the baby is born) Then going head strong with my plan of being a successful business woman. All the while being a Full time mom, and housewife!....I didn't say it was going to be easy...but it is always good to set high standards and goals for yourself. I feel like there is no reason for me not to be able to do what I set my mind to...I mean it has worked for me so far. Plus it sure helps having such an awesome and supportive husband to stand by me and support me in every way possible! And he has been doing such a good job taking care of me through this horrible Pregnancy! I am so proud of him and I feel on top of the world when I am with him. I feel like anything and everything is possible with him by my side to help me when I fall. XOXO

I feel like I have been pregnant for forever!

So pretty much I am tired as Eff! Time still seems to be going by pretty fast...since there is only 3 months left till this baby arrives!

Dustin and I are fully taking charge of our lives now...not just sitting around in one big mess. We are moving out of our apartment in the next couple weeks. They raise our rent to $1600! All we have is a small 2 bedroom apartment, there is barely enough room for Mercedes to try walking on her own!

Speaking of Mercedes...Man has she ever grown! She pulls herself up onto furniture all the time, always crawling around with her toys. She has 3 teeth now! It just seems like yesterday she was born....

Dustin starts working on Monday! Wow that will be different...I am so used to Dustin being around. But it is a good different! He is so much happier and healthier since his surgery! Everything is going up hill from here....:)

Blogging?

So I have decided that maybe keeping a blog would be good for me to stay in touch and for the people who care about me to stay updated with my life... Please know that there will be a lot more updating on my blog then Facebook...It feels much more personal that way.